Saturday, February 25, 2012

know whats the meaning of forgiving, know whats the meaning of letting go, i am glad and proud to say that i have became a christian, knowing how to forgive knowing how i should be, been trapped in a place where i couldnt forgive and let go but now i know i must let go and i must move on, thank you... it's only after i let go and forgive than i can find myself moving on, i forgive the people who had made me mad, sad,depressed each and everyone even the ones who i hated, i am glad i have friends to point me the right directions, it is hard to let go but than, one day you will be able to, through hard times ! oh yeah i am lazy to post =3 oh well!!! night everyone!

10:55 PM
- Xunz

Monday, January 2, 2012

decided to come back blogging~ new year with new resolution! this year i just wish i can do well on my studies, get a psVITA, 4 figurines and for everyone's safety and happiness! well i dont really have much to post but now i am officially a christian, being that meaning if i were to find a partner it would be best if she was a christian as well! hmmm no time to think about that now, just concentrate on my current studies ! well gotta go will blog again tonight or tomorrow either way! thank god and thank jesus for what they did even though i didn't deserved it i adore you and i thank you! =)

12:16 PM
- Xunz

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

so long since i update my rusty blog! well nothing much to post school was fine, everything was okay, did some thinking too, about the past about you, finally i came to a conclusion, am i really that guy who could spend my entire life with you i asked myself, even when you don't reply my messages... i don't really understand why.... but than since i asked myself that question only than i came to realise.... i am the only one who seems to try and keep the sms going... and it's just me here i feel that whenever you are free, than will you message me... all my friends told me... you are worth more than that.... you can get a better partner... can i really? i done enough and i had enough of this torment.... so i am going to let you decide and if i am not the one for you... it's fine i will let go....

7:31 PM
- Xunz

Monday, October 3, 2011

well blog has changed since so long sinc ei last post huh? haha well been busy lately and i am going back school today until december 10th that will be my next holiday! been sad lately got to know i only scored 2.5 gpa for my first semester! well i ain't gonna let that affect me gonna try aim higher than i would be able to go to a decent poly!!!!!sigh now my dad is also using fb to talk to me should avoid saying nonsense well not to throw his face,gonna aim high this term! scoring 4gpa for current!

9:58 PM
- Xunz

Friday, September 16, 2011

found this while i am surfing youtube and one thing struck my mind, when i am able to play my keyboard piano i will be doing covers like this! for sure, sigh right now i am thinking what are you doing, have you eaten, and how are you now? even if i can help just alittle i would do so, staying single all this time it has always been for you, no one else, almost 3 years now i am single all for you

7:39 PM
- Xunz

Monday, September 12, 2011

back to blogging suprise suprise~ been so long since i last post eh? well alot of things came up and i decided to have a time of my own and just let loose and forget stuffs, i am currently workin now, what a way to spend your 1st day of holiday pft at work >.> well can't complain since i need money =p i really hate people who makes last minute reservations! it's like you can go home early and when you pick up the phone a customer says i want to come over at a later time and you got to stay on just because of this particular group of people, sigh can't complain since i need money as well, westlife is comin to sg, wish i could go sigh, but i go things to attend to, this is once in a life time choice and yet i can't go it's really frustrating, well i'm off i hope i can end early today just wanna go home and rest! reality is such a bitch!

8:11 PM
- Xunz

Thursday, August 18, 2011

back from work, let off early today, i should control my money more now, always having not enough is a bad sign.... well now that i know money is not easily earned i respect more to my dad for what he has done for the family, all these years thanks dad, we won't be able to get this far without your support.... recently alot has happened well no one wanted this to happen, we may lose faith at times against one another but never lose faith in yourself.... well alot of test are coming up! make sure to conquer them one by one slowly i am sure i will be able to do it if i try!

10:46 PM
- Xunz